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hey want to know something funny?  all of you who watch me used to know me for years.  then all of a sudden everyone disappeared and could give less then a shit.  so now no one knows me any more.  guess that means its time to delete this account.   last chance for any one who cares to leave a last remark

I got to say life just sucks when you dont have someone special and it sucks even more when you feel like you were just a rebound guy. &nbsp;I am here partialy but dont know when I will get out to take photo's again. &nbsp;I do have some cool screen shots from the latest game I have started to play if anyone is interested in that. back on topic. &nbsp;I find that the only thing Ive got going for me is a job that doesnt pay enough or appreciate me enough. &nbsp;If it wasnt for the cool people I work with then I would probably quit already. &nbsp;I cant stand whiny miners who wont do their damn jobs >.< as for love I figure its something I only get to watch happen an

you know I think tonight was one of the coldest and most windy night we have had in a long time. &nbsp;lucky me I got to close half the park and do all the things next to the highway. &nbsp;I was alone doing all this while ample amount of people were doing things else where. &nbsp;funny though it gave me time to think and when I realized it the cold chill across my flesh numbed and it all felt normal. &nbsp;must have be an icey hart that makes the cold bareable and even welcoming. &nbsp;I was alone for about an hour and thought enough to just come to all the same depressing conclusions that I always do about my life. it will always be insignificant and I will always